Endings Gabrielle Remembers



About Tim Wellman...

Endings

If I could write the ending now
to our story, a script to follow,
I would want us to slowly fade
like a sunset disappearing into the night.
And I would lay my head on your breast,
wanting the last sound I heard
to be your heartbeat, old, unsteady,
till we both still to silence.

But I know you... you hate silence,
you would write a battle, valiant,
falling to the ringing metal surrounding you...
and you would write me, surviving.
Something inside you knows
you will never grow old...
inside me too... but I fight against
the truth as you fight against
the nagging desire to war...
Oh Xena, please, if you go,
promise me... promise me
you'll listen for my heart
as age slows it to silence,
and listen for my voice...
as my last breath calls you
to once again walk by my side.
Gabrielle Remembers

It was a different time,
we ran through a thousand dreams,
a thousand places we'd never see again,
guided only by the moment, the soft
sun's glow on our bodies.

I remember her standing, so proud,
unmoved by everything... well,
everything but me. How I adored her then,
my warrior, the smell of her hair,
the steel blue eyes that could melt so easily.

It was a different time,
so far away from where I am now,
so far from where I ever wanted to be,
because you see, I only ever wanted to be by her side.

Sometimes, late at night,
the wind through the trees caresses
a familiar sound, a memory of her voice
calling me, sternly, asking why I left...
why I didn't follow her in death.

And I wonder, late at night,
sometimes as I lie awake...
but no... these are the musings of an old woman
fallen into her dotage alone,
in an unwanted peace, dreaming of old battles.